Oct 21

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Sitting Back and enjoying the Morning!

Its 7 am and I am just getting ready for bed. I swear there is a internal instinct in me that is purely nocturnal. Lately I have been going to bed right before the sun comes up and waking up as it becomes dark. Probably not healthy, but its what feels right of late. Its not really new and my Dad has been known to do it too. When I was 5, he would let me stay up and watch Shock Theatre. Even then, I would rather see someones head cut off than watch Saturday morning cartoons. A Little Goth..maybe…devil spawn..maybe…a little crazy..sometimes..Some of my more scarier traits I got from Dad. Dont blame me, blame him! Growing up there were many times that I hated him. Mostly when he was right. As I have gotten older, my relationship with my dad has vastly improved. I realize he wasnt as dumb as I thought. He knew the real horrors out there and he was trying to protect me. I am hard headed and stubborn so I had to find out for myself. I have learned some very painful lessons but at least I learned from them.

Im sitting here with my coke zero, surveying my house. I see what needs to be done. Yet I see how great it looks too. The house has been transformed over the last two months. The bug problem is gone. My rooms are organized and put away. (SW the dishes are still waiting for you!) The pillows that Looney got me look great! My Altar is dusted and set how I want it. My Playroom is immaculate and very organized too. Im saving up for some new couches.

I also want to decorate my porch and yard for Halloween and Fall. My lone pumpkin is lonely! It needs many more pumpkin companions! Some lush Mums too. Maybe some gourds too. Yeah, you see where this is going.

I wonder if my dark angel and sweet SW are up yet…

Good Morning to All!

Oct 21

Clorox Cleaner with Bleach..Removes Stains & Disinfects Quita las Manchas y Desinfecta

For some mysterious reason I love this stuff! SW got it for the house. Its a spray cleaner and there is just something about the smell of it. Then again, I love the smell of rubbing alcohol and starch too. I find that I am using this stuff all over the place. Unfortunately the bleach has stained some of my clothes so I might be geting carried away.

Cleanliness is next to Godliness! Somewhere a cleaning fairy got her wings!

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Oct 21

The crisp, chilly air and the turning leaves. Nature is going into sweet slumber. You can feel the change in the air. Pumpkins, Mums and candy corn are plentiful. In the cycle of life, fall has come. Time of Samhain or Halloween approaches. The veil between life and death is becoming thinner. Time to think of our dearly departed. Time to reflect on death.

Not long ago this time of year was when fattened farm animals were killed for food. Their meat would get you through winter if you were lucky. We are now spoiled by grocery stores which have plenty of food year round. We have forgotten a time when all our food came from our own land and farm. A drought could cause be tragic in those days. Literally a matter of life or death. Life was harder and scarier then.

Many TV channels are having horror movies on. We love to be scared for those two hours but able to turn the TV off. To be able to lock our doors and be safe. To sleep in heated rooms with comfy beds. I think its in our primal DNA to always be prepared, to be fearful of the unknown. A fear of not being able to provide for ourselves and our family. A primal fear of death and suffering. As we feel that first chill of Fall, I think many feel that primal urge to survive a bit more deeper. Maybe because we are keenly aware of the real horrors in the world.

Mistress Eva Lordes

Oct 5

I’ve had several recent calls lately that made me decide to discuss communication. First off understand that no one is a mind reader! No one is going to know your wants and needs if you do not communicate them well. Even more importantly, do you really know what your wants and needs are?

I want you to get a paper and pen and make a line down the center of the paper. On one side you will list your wants and the other side, your needs. This could be for romantic relationships, friendships, family or coworkers. Carefully think about what you cant live without. Like air, food, water, and shelter. These are what you require to live day to day.

Now list things you want. Like lots of love and affection, time set aside for the two of you, a meal cooked for you every night, etc. You will find you have many more wants than needs. Then look at your wants and be realistic. Are they fair to ask from your partner, friend or etc.? I want a million dollars but I think its unrealistic to ask that from anyone.

Ideally, you can ask your partner to list their wants and needs too. Sit down and really listen to what they are saying. Allow as much time its takes for both sides to communicate openly and honestly about their wants and needs. Work together to see that each others needs are met.

What if theres not enough time for the person to satisfy your wants and needs? Work, School, and Kids can make it hard. Needs must have time made for, but wants on the other hand might mean comprimises and sacrifices need to be made. You and your partner need to decide how to make wants happen. The key is to work together for a positive outcome.

Mistress Eva Lordes

Oct 4

Had a rather fascinating caller today. His fantasy was to have me turn into a 50 foot woman! I would see him on the sidewalk and pick him up. Holding him between my fingers I would look at him and decide he would be a tasty snack. I would drop him on my tongue and swallow him whole. He would slide down to my stomach. He could hear my heart and feel my breath as he was stuck against my stomach wall. Warm and wet he would enjoy the moment as long as he could. Before my stomach juices started to break him down. Absorbed slowly into my intestines. His nutrients being used to make me healthy and strong!

Now I am ready for dessert!

Mistress Eva Lordes
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